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Rani
of Jhansi
Chapter I
She would be
widowed soon. A tear escaped and ran hot down her cheek. She stared
out the window through lacy carved marble that let in air, but kept
out the sweltering Indian sun. Lakshmi laced her fingers across her
abdomen. No life grew there. No child to make her husband happy. No
son to carry on his name and become king after him. No life lived in
this room, only death.
The king’s breathing, shallow and ragged, spewed forth like
unsynchronized music. Lakshmi listened with an ear trained to hear
her husband’s cadence and knew that by the time the sun rose a third
day, she would be alone in the world.
Gangadhar stirred. Lakshmi stepped to his bedside and felt the
gentle currents of wind from ostrich feather fans. Two of their
prettiest servants moved the fans with the grace of dancers. Lakshmi
had wanted beauty for her love’s last days. She wanted him to drift
from this world to the next with memories of their beautiful
country, their beautiful people, and their beautiful ways. She
wanted him to forget about the Anglos and their ever present barking
English voices that rang harsh in Indian ears accustomed to the
whisper of their gods.
“Rani.” Gangadhar plucked at her fingers.
“I’m here my king, my life.” Lakshmi bent over the man she’d known
as husband for only eleven short years. She had grown to love the
powerful and gentle man. She’d grown to love every line in his face,
his silver hair. She especially loved his deep brown eyes that
always looked at her with a combination of wonder, passion, and
respect.
Today, for the first time, she noticed the whites of his eyes
encroached on the deep brown and ringed the irises with a milky
color. It had been the same with her grandmother and her
grandfather.
“Rani.”
“Yes?”
“I have thought carefully about the Anglos. When I die they’ll come
in like vultures to pick our people and our country clean.”
“Shhhh. Do not worry about ugly things. I’ll take care of the
Anglos.”
“We have no heirs. They will use that as an excuse.” Gangadhar
squeezed her fingers. “I want you to visit my sister’s daughter. She
will give birth any day. Take the boy child and raise him to be
king.”
“What if it’s a girl?” Rani whispered. She settled herself on the
marble floor next to the low bed and wrapped her other hand around
her husband’s fingers. They were as cold as the floor.
“The gods have spoken to me. It’s a boy.”
“I can’t leave you for such a journey.”
Gangadhar smiled. “Only your body will leave me. Your spirit will
stay with mine. Go today.”
Lakshmi had never disobeyed her husband, but she wanted to just
this once. “Which village?”
“Bhander. For most people, a ride of an hour and a half. For you, a
mere hour. Take Chander with you and two guards.”
“The guards will slow me.”
“True. Take Chander and talk with Hanita about her baby. I’ll sleep
until you return.”
“Don’t leave me while I do your bidding.”
“No.” The king closed his eyes. “I am not ready to leave.” |